Recently I have had this problem where I get really sad when I try to draw. So then I don't draw and I get sad then too. I feel as though I have no escape from the constant sadness that is my art or lack thereof. There is no in-between. There is no freedom or escape. I lost all confidence I ever may have had when trying to draw. I spend most of my art class wandering the art building just in case I start crying. I will go back to the classroom and sit back down for a few more minutes to try again but I just cannot handle it. People tell me to quit. I can't though because then I will be sad for being a quitter and for not drawing.. I need relief. I need out of my mind. I need out.